Living with someone whom is terminally ill is major stress. In the words of Ernest Henley that inspired many...But also, genuinely helping others alleviates some of that stress. You believe it is right for you to stay with your sick wife. Now she is struggling financially some, working two jobs. I guess I just have to do what is right and trust that fate/love with have its way, whatever that is. Out of the night that covers me, Black as the pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul.
Love sometimes just happens and we can't control our feelings, but we can control the way we act on them.
However, if the woman you fell in love with is understanding, she will understand it if you need to stay with your wife until she passes on.
You loved your wife at some point to make a committment forblife, or until death. That is perfectly normal and you shouldn't feel bad about it.
I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul.--------Make sure you look after your soul😊 I absolutely love the poem you shared with us.
I especially could relate to the very last line "I am the captain of my soul." How powerful is that!!!